stop confusing me.
just as i was on the road of forgetting you just have to ruin everything.
slowly im becoming cool of our relationship.
since you make me feel like im a friend, fine i will treat you as a friend.
no more thinking about you 24/7 no more getting jealous of little things..
cuz you are not mine..never was.. i was just a plaything for you when im bored.
alright i accept that cuz it was my fault for playing along.
now that im not bothering you anymore, not contacting you anymore and finally making myself believe that everything you said was a lie and was just a druken stupor, you came running back.
why now.i was about 99% done forgetting you. and now with those 3 words im back to square one.
damn that 3 words that melts me.
i dont know what is it about you.
no are not someone i would want to spend my life with.
you are hopeless.
someone who makes the person next to you suffers.
just a bad guy. 나쁜놈이다.
someone i know i would hate.
but somehow...
말도안되게...
나도사랑한다고말하고싶었는데참았어...
its not that its a burden..
the thing about me...i fall too easily..
i dont really know my heart..just show me a little concern and i will be all over you.
do i really love you or its just what my head wants me to feel.
but then again why am i thinking so hard for.
it totally impossible between us.
i wanted to erase you and go back to reality but now you make my heart move again.
damn i already wanted to start anew and think of everything as a dream.