i think i have anger management issues.
im impatient.
im temperamental.
i wanna smash things up when im angry.
the laptop buat hal.
and i wanna beat that thing up.
crazy or what.

hello all.
been lazy to update.
but i dont want my blog to rot.
here goes moments worth mentioning for the past few weeks.

alright.
hari rayer had came and gone.
managed to go raya-ing with the poly peeps despite it almost being cancel.
but we insisted on it and so it happened.


its now the 3rd week of school.
maths. i still hate it although ive been trying.
those two (ja n zi) have been wonderful as always.
although its tiring to layan them. like really.
fun is what its all about when they are around.
been towning every week.
movies and shopping.
HOUSE BUNNY is a must watch.
and this week was no exception.
decided to shop for bras.
fun ke perr.
cheap cheap and nice nice.

MONDAY

meet up with Zozi yet again.
he was late as usual.
urghh! i thought i was late!
according to him MRT tayar pancit!
yeah right.
hello! Mrt have no tryes!
had nasi ayam penyet for lunch.
we almost finished up the chillis.
after that, SHOP.
he needed to get blue denim jeans.
but alas, the ones he wanted is gone.
ended up buying a brown couduroy(?) jeans instead.
oh and he made me buy Vans shoes which i totally dont need.
bye bye money.
next headed off to bugis area cuz he wanted to print a shirt.
was waiting for the bus when he suddenly wanted fried mars bars.
apparently he have never tried it.
so the only place i know off that sell those are at far east plaza
which means... we have to u-turn.
luckily i remember that PS have those as well.
eat eat eat.
talk talk talk.
walk walk walk.
then he wanted to print stickers for to put in his album.
yeah. had to wait quite some time for the person to cut it into smaller pieces.
oh wow.
im the first person to see his album cover.
im honoured.
after that we have nowhere to go and settled for ice-cream.
walked to bugis junction and had ice-cream.
hear him talk about his band and well... his life.
it was nice.
its really nice.
home-ed cuz he had to go to work the next day.


TUESDAY

nothing much.
raya-ing with the family.
kaching $$.

WEDNESDAY

met up with Ain.
plan was to look for her mum's birthday gift.
walking around town is bad.
real bad.
i ended up spending!
bought pants at forever21.
oh god.
i totally dun need it.
i should have never tried it on cuz it was so comfy.
money gone.
went to far east plaza.
gladiator sandals for $9.90.
i dont think i would even wear it.
it was just too good a deal to pass.
lunch-ed at cahaya.
hokkien mee.LOVES~~~
off to ISETAN.
dang!
BUFFALO jeans are selling for $40.
freaking cheap.
i decided to not get it.
but now im regretting it.
im going to get it this weekend.
yeah.
im gonna spend till i cant spend anymore.
Ibu called and told me to go to my aunt's house.
dang! i wasnt even appropriately dress for raya-ing.
t-shirt, jeans, sneakers. so not raya.
i like to be traditional and wear baju kurung for raya.
so rushed over to serangoon.
cant stay for long cuz IMRAN was coming to my house.
he's lending me his DS Lite.
oh yessa!!!
told him to raya at my house.
watched korean drama!!
admit it.
its nice kan kan!!

THURSDAY

stayed at home.
played nintendo DS Lite the whole day.
cooking mama fun siol!
im gonna try cooking some of the stuff for real!!
sisters was waiting to play it also.
we were fighting for it luhh.
LIKE HEY!!!
its supposed to be mine!!!.
okay not really mine
BUT
my friend lent it to me!!!
since i dont want to be the evil sister
i let them play most of the time.
urghh.
now they are more expert then me!

FRIDAY

plan was to go to town to get my BUFFALO jeans
but i was so addicted to DS Lite that i didnt want to stop playing.
i didnt even want to bathe.
AHHAH.

okay another guy asked me this question:
"Why am i not attached?"
Firstly what kind of question is that.
Secondly, hmm u expect everybody in this whole wide world to have a boyfriend.?
READ THIS: I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF ANSWERING THIS QUESTION.
For the last time, im gonna say this.
I dont have one because i dont have one.
Its more like, I dont want to have one.
Unless its him, I want nobody else.
Get it.
Next time anybody ask me this question i am just gonna refer this blogpost to them.
Okay.
You know what.
I changed my mind.
OKAY PEOPLE.
Im looking for one.
Im gonna find a boyfriend.
Or maybe not.
Ok. NO.
Thats it.
You people go find other girls.
Because sayer sudah malas mau layan orang.

Selamat hari rayer to all my family and friends.
Forgive me for all my mistake.
Sometimes my bitchy mouth cant help it.
Gahh~
I havent even mintak maaf from my dad.
Oh well he's away having fun with my stepmom at Indonesia.
Oh what a sad life me and my sisters have.
No parents on Hari Raya.




Oh at least we have each other.
Last night each of us were crying under our blanket.
Oh well we can hear each other's sobbing~
God i miss mum especially on hari raya.



























Rendang, ketupat,lontong.
Hari raya's staple food.
Ok. I made the ketupat myself.
From the daum that is.
It took me hours to get the shape right!






























While everybody was getting ready.
Dearest mr fadly was still sleeping soundly.
Not even budging after pillows were thrown at him!!






























After a while, Aunts, Uncle, Cousins start coming.
Full house giler.
There wasnt even space to walk around!










Oh look.
All the boys came and straight away went into the room to sleep.
Boys will be boys!
Some even changed into a t-shirt and sleep.
Tsk tsk.

Cik Ides, Me, Faez.

Rezwan and me.
He is so super MAT.
i teased him all the way.
Sorry cousin!













The little annoying one.













The cousins.
Goodbye.
See ya next year.