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Saturday, November 29, 2008 Saturday, November 29, 2008
at last.

met up with bestie.
LIKE FINALLY.
exchanged extremely belated birthday gifts.
it felt like christmas.
oouh im glad she love my gift.
and i love what she got me.
the topshop undies that i like, bodyshop mango lip butter, a necklace and she said there's more at home.
talk talk talk.
dinner at puncak.
argued a little.
i've changed.
hah.
i guess so.



Friday, November 28, 2008 Friday, November 28, 2008
another week.

the weekdays just came and go.
its scary how the days flew by so fast.
im a blink of an eye, the year is ending.
nothing accomplished, nothing gained.
im still the dumb, lazy masita.
it irks me to know what a lazy person i am.
and it totally sucks.
my laziness is totally ruining my life.
look.
oh my god.
i didnt even turned up for a test cause i was too lazy too study.
i never put in any efforts in project works.
i bet my groupmate are totally pissed off with me.
this is how my life is turning out to be.
i can totally forsee my future.
a fat-ass potato couch with no life.
there is really nothing positive happening in my life.
nothing is turning the way i want it to be.
i want to be spared from this boring life.



Tuesday, November 25, 2008 Tuesday, November 25, 2008
eeee. geram siol.

ANNOYED.



Saturday, November 22, 2008 Saturday, November 22, 2008
hurrhurr.

just call me when you need me.
and then just dump me.
its okay.
im so used to it that im immune to it.
why oh why people upset me all the time.?
im too tired to be upset.
its seriously alright.
just do whatever you want to.
i dont freaking care.



Tuesday, November 18, 2008 Tuesday, November 18, 2008
dari hati ke hati.

Dearest Bestie send me this just now.
Its a painting she did for her A Levels ART.
And look look.
There's me:












Okay..
This is the actual picture:

















Looks the same kan kan!
Nice kan kann.
But my teeth looks huge though.
HEH!
YAYAYAYAYAY!
she's finishing her exams in 7 more days!
cant wait to meet her!

SIDE TRACK-
AHAH.

while doing stupid fuck up photography assignment, i found this old picture of us.
MUKER STOP IT SEH.



Monday, November 17, 2008 Monday, November 17, 2008
sketch sketch sketch

















it rained yet again.

i almost fell yet again.

i need to buy new slippers yet again.

we skipped class yet again.

we slacked at the library yet again.


AHAH.

okey.

it was raining and it was a long walk back to class.

so we stayed in the library instead.

talked about prom.

and so thats why i started sketching dresses yet again.

was so bored at home.

and so yeahhh.

that my fugly dress sketchess.

should i put some colour in it?

maybe not.


SATURDAY's PICTURE:



Sunday, November 16, 2008 Sunday, November 16, 2008
tsk tsk.

aresenal lost.
hohoho arsenal fans.
i laugh like an evil bitch every time arsenal lose.
its not cuz i hate them or anything.
cuz i like to see people reaction when they lose.
firstly, fadly is a hardcore arsenal fan.
he told the family to pray that arsenal will win and force us to chant "arsenal please win"
like what the fuck.
when that own goal was scored i wanted to burst out laughing but he gave me that "shut up or i'll smack u glare"
wah scary.
so another goal.
i rushed into the room and laugh with all my might.
AHAHAH.
i wonder how nazozi is coping with arsenal defeat.



Saturday, November 15, 2008 Saturday, November 15, 2008
hilamony!













went to NAZOZI's gig today.
but it wasnt for THE ZOZI though.
he was playing for his side band THE POP BROTHERS.
and and he's the drummer.
woots for that!










pop brothers was okeylah.
it was the first time i heard their songs.
THE ZOZI is still the best.
then we went to collect his album.
he was so nervous that he dropped his phone twice and almost trip and fall countless time.
like oh my freaking god.
he was so excited like a 10 year old boy.
went for dinner at beach road.
forced him to signed on my copy of the cd.
heh!!
first first!!
first to get the cd, first to get autograph!!




MALU MALU MONSTER IS MY FAVOURITE.
i hate track 12 dont ask me why.
my sis listen to the songs from my ipod and ketawe sendiri macam budak bodoh.




Friday, November 14, 2008 Friday, November 14, 2008
white chocolate mocha + scrabblessssss.













there's no school today..
so we went to marina square's starbucks yet again.
white chocolate mocha frappe is my favourite.
ja blanje muffin cuz she was late.
okay. i shall make that our official hang out place.
and that couch is OURS.
we shall put our names there.
finished our project with minimal distraction.


after that played some scrabbles.
ja is point-grubbing person.
she wants all the triple, double bonus points.
oh and by the way people, i was right.
RUNT is a word.
here, i actually checked out the meaning!!:
RuntRunt\, n. [Written also rant.] [Scot. runt an old cow, an old, withered woman, a hardened stem or stalk, the trunk of a tree; cf. D. rund a bullock, an ox or cow, G. rind. Cf. Rother, a.]
1. (Zo["o]l.) Any animal which is unusually small, as compared with others of its kind; -- applied particularly to domestic animals.
2. (Zo["o]l.) A variety of domestic pigeon, related to the barb and carrier.
3. A dwarf; also, a mean, despicable, boorish person; -- used opprobriously.
Before I buy a bargain of such runts, I'll buy a college for bears, and live among 'em. --Beau. & Fl.
4. The dead stump of a tree; also, the stem of a plant. [Obs. or Prov. Eng.] --Halliwell.
Neither young poles nor old runts are durable. --Holland.












The end of first round:













2nd round:
the aftermath.



Wednesday, November 12, 2008 Wednesday, November 12, 2008
rain rain go away.




I hate rain cuz my slipper licin.
sheeshh.
time to buy a new one i guess.



PHOTOGRAPHY is uber boring.




Tuesday, November 11, 2008 Tuesday, November 11, 2008
new phone <33







And alas,
got me a new phone.
its gonna be my baby for now.
almost didnt get it cuz the phone my dad reserved was delayed in shipment.
like WTF and i had to wait for 2 more days.
HELL NO!
my old phone was dying on me.
so threw tantrums and my dad annoyed.
ahah.
search around toa payoh and finally found the LG shop.
but then there wasnt any pink ones.
yeahh. me? PINK?
ahah
cuz there's only pink and black and black would be boring.
complain complain.
my dad gave me this disgusted look and so i had to settle for black.
so goodbye old phone.
i have used it to its full capability.
haizzz.
all those old text msges gone.
NAZOZI came to Ngee Ann for lunch.
hhheeezz.
move on:
in school the 3 of us was thinking of going for a trip together.
so during the ultra boring lecture we did some planning.
cita-cita tinggi.
so the plan is to go somewhere near.
ha!



Tuesday, November 11, 2008
twilight.











its just okay okaylah.

not GREAT.

its not descriptive enough.

its like touch n go.

i guess cuz its the first book.

cant wait to read the next one.

some PLEASE lend it to me.

it cost like 28 bucks!

and all the library copies are loaned .
i wondered when the movie will be shown in Singapore.
really wanna watch it!!





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Tuesday, November 11, 2008
urghh gahh. stop moving.

i guess i was still feeling kinda pissed from yesterday.
so well yeah. move on.
heavy rain = fucked up traffic.
fucked up traffic = late although early (understand?)
wah i hate those cars who overtake the bus uhh.
if i have a monster truck, i would have just crush all of them and laugh my way to school.
damn it.
so enough with that.
was in maths class.
copying some notes.
the tall big jiazheng was blocking my view and was swaying side to side.
therefore i had to move side to side to catch a glimpse of the whiteboard.
and holy shit.
that make my head spin like fuck.
knn.
until now the headache wont go and i cant sleep and i ended up during financial decision tutorial.



Monday, November 10, 2008 Monday, November 10, 2008
random habis


this is as random as it can get.
was msn-ing with nazozi.
then my sis, "wah kak!"
skali.
she said our display pictures like similar only.
we were both wearing fedora hats and holding food.
hahah. merepek.



Friday, November 07, 2008 Friday, November 07, 2008
daddy,GAHHH!!

.like ZOMG.
dad and me when to compass point.
plan was to get me a new phone.
and there was nothing i like.
i still absolutely love the LG KS360 baby!
so finally persuaded dad to buy me that phone without contract cuz its only available at the LG stores. bummer :(
im so gonna get it next week.
went to best denki in search for a computer.
heheh.
talked him into buying this super duper coolio pc.
ahahah.
probably gonna buy it soon.
weee.
then we walked into city chain.
dad and i are watch lovers.
we will squeal at the sight of watches.
and he decide to buy one.
freaking random.
dang. $235 goodbye.
might as well buy my phone kan kan.
sheeshhh.
nvm,nvm.
he let me use the watch on weekdays cuz its gonna get messed up of he wears it to work.
urghh urghh.
but still....
my PHONE is more important siolss.
its dying already.!!



Wednesday, November 05, 2008 Wednesday, November 05, 2008
mianhaeyo.imsorry.

imran.

im so sorry about what i wrote earlier.

i feel like such an ungrateful bitch.

after you loaned me your DS Lite without any conditions and other stuff, i complained about those tickets.

im seriously sorry.

yeah it wasnt your fault.



Wednesday, November 05, 2008
sad beyond words.

like oh my fucking gawd.

well there's this KOREAN POP NIGHT.

its this concert featuring korean artiste.

its all i talked about this past few days.

i wanted tickets.

i even tried queueing up at square 2 to get the god damn tickets.

people were selling it at crazy prices when they got it for free.

oh and F u sucker for cheating my feeling.

what 50 bucks for the tickets.

that cheap? i knew something was fishy.

u were just playing around with me.

i hope you just choke and die

FUCK YOU BITCHES.

i even took part in MTV, radio contest.

fucking racist sial punyer orang.

kenape only chinese radio station have all this stuff.

#$%*^%^!!*^

its just not fair.

just when i am already cool about not going...

that somebody told me he got 6 freaking tickets and gave it to his brother.

and he tell me that TODAY when the concert is over and all the singer have gone home and have their warm showers and a good night sleep and get ready to home sweet sweet in god damn far KOREA which im never ever gonna go until the day that i die.

im gonna regret not going to the concert for the rest of my fucking unless life.

oh thanks uhh.

i seriously hate YOU! for telling me after the concert is done and over with that you got tickets.

u OBVIOUSLY knew i AM a hardcore korean freak.

All things korean kinda person.

just cause you got yourself a girlfren and forgot all about THIS friend who was dying to get tickets.

THIS fren who had to resort to calling my sis who was at the concert just to hear a glimpse of the concert while studying MATHS.



that was how pathethic THIS fren was.




urghh. thanks for making me cry for some stupid reason.

should just have kept ur mouth shut.

or better off.

just continue ignoring me like you did.

oh god why did your itchy hands decided to PM me suddenly.

oh and read this:



im seriously pissed and im not kidding.





THAT COULD HAVE BEEN ME STANDING THERE ALL SMILEY AND HAPPY.instead of my sis who have some rich ass friend who bought a stupid worthless overpriced phone to get tickets and gave her one.chee bye.











oh the agony of not being able to meet cutie pie NICKHUN.
dang. i wont be able to die in peace.








HELLO. THIS IS ME BEING ANGRY. VERY ANGRY. probably not gonna smile nor talk for at least a week. thanks korean festival for making someone this upset. please revise the system and make it more efficient and FAIR next year. better off just sell it at sistic so that everyone can have a fair chance. i still can go on and on but i have better things to do than whine about this any futher.

ANNYEONG. :(



Monday, November 03, 2008 Monday, November 03, 2008
chickenXXXX

met my fav friend yet again.
supposedly to meet up at 5 cuz we both end at the same time.
however my class was cancel and so
i had 2 freaking hours to kill.
THANK GOD ja was kind enough to accompany me.
decided to crash SP.
haha.
they were having this even and there was food.
since we both havent eaten proper food our tummy was grumbling begging for food.
we were even staring at the people who was eating.
it was so obvious to the extend that some ITE girls offered us their food.
oh no but that wasnt enough.
we sneakily joined the people at the buffet table and quickly grabbed some food.
oh how embarassing was that.
at 5 off to meet zozi.
he cut his hair even shorter.LOL-ness.
we were like lost souls with nowhere to go.
no plans whatsoever.
then decided to go to the new marina barrage.
but alas they shuttle bus was only until 6 and it was already 5.45.
decided to try our luck.
at the bus stop this middle aged guy came to us and talk crap.
firstly he said there is no shuttle bus when we clearly saw the signboards.
secondly he was talking about foreign workers.
he said that spore have 1 million foreign workers.holy crap.nonsense siol.
thirdly talk about skin colour.
dah merepek. fuck n balls sumer kluar.
me and zozi were staring at each other wanting to laugh.
by 6++ the was still no bus.
so PLAN B.
ahha. there was no plan B.
went to cityhall.
sial waste money.
detour to somerset cuz that somebody wanted to eat at LJS.
not just any LJS but the one where. he used to work at.
talking bout his album launch and stuff.
ahah.
heard about his super bad saturday story.
pity him sehhh.
no money to naik bus. ahah. classic.
nice to know that he remembered me at those moments.
hahha. dah stop it already.
oh and.
he farted a lot.
maut silent killer.
constipated for 2 days.
oh man that sucks.
home-ed at 9.30.
my younger sister still not home yet.
wah semangat stalk korean singers at the airport.
siolll. sayer nak pegi jugak.
nickhun and alexander are such eyecandies.

OH OH OH.
i cant believe lewis hamilton won by 1 points.
fuck.
benci sehh.



Sunday, November 02, 2008 Sunday, November 02, 2008
oh yes.very.

oh boredom strikes yet again.
decided drop by and make a quick post.
what should i write about?
wednesday trip to botanics garden?














nah.. thats boring.
how about the phone that im dying to have?








its a beauty isnt it?
urghh thats boring too.
oh how bout the fact that i was smiling to sleep.
maybe i even smiled in my sleep just cause that somebody text-ed.




oh gah.




im so head over heels in love with him.
that spells trouble.