So many things happened since the last post
The guy who i thought was going to be the love of my life fucked up
And i almost believed him,almost loved him
In the end looks really does matter
Sorry theres nothing i can do about it
After wrecking my brain to figure out how i can stay here even for a few months more,
It doesnt really matter anymore does it?
I really should have just left then...

Meeting you was the biggest regret of my life and it led to an even more regrettable things
A couple months ago i met the guy who i first met when i first came here
Out of the blue he came back and is messing around with my mind
What kind of friend calls you out at night just to see your face
What kind of friend come to see you at 5am in a druken state and cry in front of you
What kind of friend says they miss you even if we just met a day ago
What kind of friends are we?
I dont want to think about it cuz it will make me confuse
Im gonna leave
Im not going have any lingering feelings when i leave
So dont even say you miss me like me love me drunk or sober..
Cuz im gonna leave this place coolly..