I feel all weird yesterday and kinda become that kinda clingy girl that guys hate
i asked him what am i to him
clingy much!
i thought he would run away and i felt uneasy the whole day
being the clingy person that i am i called him
it would be easier if he had a freaking phone but he doesn't
so i had to call his home which makes it more difficult!
i think his sister answered and i just stoned
when i heard his voice i just feel at ease..
i was so fucking emo
i was trying so hard not to cry when we were talking about our honest feelings
but i just couldn't
now i know how it feels like to like someone
it feels horrible!!
talking to him just make me feel at ease
i love talking to him and im not even someone who have a lot to say
anyways my heart feels like it was going burst just now but after talking to him
i feel so warm and fuzzly and can sleep in peace now~