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Thursday, July 14, 2011 Thursday, July 14, 2011
what is this....? are we or are we not?

yeah so the day after the msg exchange,
its back to school.
i thought he wasnt coming to class and was relief for a while but...
at 9.20am he came!
and my heart goes 두근두근.
it was so awkward i think it was unbearable to watch
and to make things worse his seat is next to me!
we didnt speak for an hour or so.
just looking at each other was so awkward!
thank god i understood chinese a little bit cuz this is what he said to his friend
"she didnt even looked at me the whole day!"
i think he was just as confuse as me.
so what is the status of our relationship?
as time passed it got better but still awkward...
haiz...
AND Chunmei dropped a bomb during reading class!
I WAS SO FREAKING EMBARASSED!!
so our teacher ask that guy if he had a girlfriend...
그 남자 : 아마
선생님 : 아마 우리 어학원 있어?
춘매 : 네! 우리 어학원 있어! 우리 반에 있어!
I swear my heart just dropped and i think my mouth dropped too.
Ultimately my name just came out and while we were busily denying everyone else was clapping hands and saying congratulations!
It was so embrassing somehow.
I mean we dont even know the status of our relationship.
Even if we were dating i dont want people to know...
WHY??
BECAUSE HE JUST FREAKING BROKE UP WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND A FEW WEEKS AGO!
Its not even a month.
I know his ex-girlfriend and everyone knows that he just broke up with her!
His girlfriend is still upset over the breakup(how i know?all thanks to her facebook post!)
And i dont want to be the reason they broke up.