just got off the phone with my dad.
sometimes i call him because i miss him and want to talk to him
but it always ends up me asking for money.
the reason i called today was because of my dorm fees and i have contemplating to call him..
i had to get it done somehow and the due date is early next month.
im gonna be so screwed if i dont.
sometimes i feel that coming here was a very bad idea cause im not from a rich family like most of those china kids.
its just that my dad gave me hope first.
he told me he had some money.
i saw that money but somehow a few months before i left the money was gone.
thats when i know im doomed.
i dont know how but truthfully i was dissappointed.
its like something else is most important than his daughter's happiness.
i may sound like a bad daughter but this is how i feel...
sorry dad for trying to live like a rich kid and going overseas to study
i'll make it up to you someday.
I SWEAR.