cause he dont even bother to send me a message today,
while i threw away my pride to send him a message yesterday and the reply was lukewarm.

this is frustrating.
he obviously had all the time in the world today.
how i know?
cause he went for the field trip and the trip takes 3hrs to and 3hrs fro.
thats 6 hours of free time altogether!

i dont know why im acting like this.
its like i like him more than he like me.
SHIT!
he's not even anything special.
not that goodlooking.
not tall.
skinny.
not korean!
younger than me!! (the thing i hate the most)

so after flirting to death with me,
you just dump me aside?!
UrghhhH!
and i just chucked a korean guy aside for you!
oh the horror!
this is like part 2.
dejavu :(