i almost forgot that i had a blog when i just blogged like a few months ago!
reading back old post makes me think that its good to keep a blog.
was reading all my post and god... TEENAGE ANGST!
and why is so many post about that guy?
its like my life revolves around him.
maybe when i get even older and read back all my post i can somehow know how i lived my life?

right now living in Seoul... it may seem all glitz but truthfully its hard.
im not alone but im alone...its that kind of feeling if you know what im talking about.
To simply put it...its LONELY~ (starts to sing 2NE1's lonely~~)
frankly speaking the people i miss the most is my family.
never would have thought i would miss them so much but being far away makes us even closer.
And the most difficult thing of course is money 돈!!
my family is not rich and i cant afford to play too much and its difficult.
I want to have fun to but.. wells
those lucky rich china kids...~

yeah and right now im studying level 2 korean and its a bitch!
why is it so difficult?
and with the guy sitting beside me who keeps bothering me non-stop... its so hard to concentrate!
DUDE do you like me or something?
wanna date? yeah sure since im so bored anyways..just wait till the exam is over!
i want to do well but its getting so difficult and i have exams on friday!
GREAT!
im gonna fail and get deported back to singapore by my dad! HAH!
i really wanna stay here till next year at least...