goodbye 2008
hello 2009!
not that im looking forward to turning 20.
this year have been interesting i guess.
stuff i remember doing this year:

1) worked as a security guard.
you might think WTH kan?
but it was actually alrite.
get paid for doing nothing.
basically i just sat down and look at people.

2)worked in retail.
it was bittersweet.
sweet cause ive always been interested in fashion and stuff.
and plus the pay is quite good.
bitter cause the boss is a bitch and customers are motherfuckers.

3)made new friends.
yeah letme count,
1, 2, 3, 4...5?
thats about it i think.

4)couldnt be bothered with school.
skip class, skip test, flunking test.
im an expert now.
GPA 2.2. hurrah.

5)money waster.
ive been spending like nobody's business.
ever since ive started shopping online,
goodness! i wonder how many useless stuff have i bought.

6)hats mania.
goodness gracious me.
i hate fettish for headwear.
hats, caps, beanies,
name it.
i wanna buy it.

7)starbucks.
there was a lot of starbucks-ing this year.
venti is now my choice instead of tall.
it was once caramel frappe,
and then white mocha frappe
now its DARK CHERRY MOCHA.
and of course the yummylicious
ALMOND CROISSANT.

8)gigs.
been wasting money on gigs.
gigs that have been abandoned since sec sch days.
waste money waste money waste money.
bodoh!
buang duit!

9)bestie.
didnt see much of wanie this year.
reason being that she was busy preparing for her A Levels.
hopefully next year we resume our saturday day out.

10)zozi
naz
nazreen
nazozi
whatever you want to call him.
i give up already.
are you stupid or what?
i have been wearing my heart on my sleeves all these while
and you dont realise that i WAS so in love with you.
i now conclude that you are a waste of time.
moving on.
goodbye love.
hello friend.

Lastly.
Many people said i've changed.
For better or worse, they dont say.
But i know its for the worse.
Just sorry.
Im just not myself lately.
I have a lot of anger issues to work on.
Next year i hope,
I be the same Masita Dewi that you have always known.