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Hello, my name is Masita.


Life, its annoying right?

Thursday, January 07, 2010 | Thursday, January 07, 2010
Sick of working life!!


Was given half day today.

The moment I stepped into the office today, i already started counting down the hours.

Its not that I hate the job.. Its okay i guess but...

Im just not the customer service kinda person.

If I lose my temper everyone is so dead man.

Luckily its for attachments... if not..

Well left the office at 1pm sharp!

Tomorrow no work wohoo!!

Back to school for presentation.. LIKE FINALLY!

i miss school!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Friday, January 01, 2010 | Friday, January 01, 2010
hello 2010

it is the time of the year when we all make new years resolution.
i dont think anyone ever follow their resolutions, we just make one just for the fun of it.
So my resolution for this year?
Its simple, nothing fancy.
I just want to get a good grade for my attachment, master the Korean language, apply to Hanyang University which is in Korea, get accepted, and goodbye Singapore.
I just hope evrything goes to plan.
For now im looking forward to my trip to Korea with Ja in February!!
Anyone wanna join us?

| Friday, January 01, 2010
goodbye 2009

2009 have been a great year.
I must say ive changed a lot this year.
Ive been staying at home a lot and rediscovering myself.
After 20 years i just realised i dont have double eyelids!!
I know thats so random!
Well highlights of the year would be:
1) Finally getting that 'A', not just one but 2! I would its not such a big deal but its a big deal to me!
2)Trip to China for 6 weeks! That is probably the best thing ever!
3) FT Island concert!
4) F1!
5) Finally learning Korean! It is such a fun language to learn. Learning new things is always fun.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009 | Wednesday, November 11, 2009
the first step.

I enrolled myself in a private korean lesson class today.
Like finally~~
For $300 for 5 lessons may sound pricey but its gonna be worth it since its one-to-one.
So what makes me wanna learn the language?
2 reasons.
Ive always wanted to do something but never come around doing it.
A perfect example would be learning how to play the drums.
FOR YEARS... i wanted to learn but till now the closest thing i got to playing the drums is owning a drumstick which is pathetic.
Bought drumstick but never played.
So now i want to really do what i want eventhough its pricey.

Secondly,
I wanted WANT to pursue my degree in Korea.
Its almost a done deal except for the fact that i havent applied and the university may not accept me.
Ive calculated and the total expenses would be about $60000 for 3 years.
My dad is going crazy right now because of that.
He said he will work things out for me though.
Lets just hope and pray.
Back to the topic of studying Korean,
most of the university actually required a Korean Profiency Cert.
SO I PANICKED!!
I wanted a good language school but the only good one i found is at the Korean School
ANDD the intakes for new student in in JANUARY.
so if i learn in January, i only have until August to learn.
Plus it will be in a class so the speed may not be according to my preferance.
Private lesson would be twice as fast and cater to me.
Starting lesson on SATURDAY!
Cant wait!!!
Annyeong ~~





Monday, November 02, 2009 | Monday, November 02, 2009
goodbye f1 2009 season!

Somehow the f1 family photo is hilarious. Suttil looks like he doesnt want to be anywhere near Trulli!

Watched the last race of the season which was held in Abu Dhabi.


Wasnt looking forward to it as Lewis Hamilton aka Holey Teeth(my new nickname for him) qualified first.


And as usual MY Kazuki Nakajima made a mistake again and was out in Q2 and qualified 14th. However, things began to look great when Lewis retired due to a braking problem.


Oh boy i was the happiest person on earth.


An eyesore just disappeared!


Kobashi looked impressive as he overtook the World Champion Jenson Button!


A toyota overtook Brawn!


That requires skills man!


Jenson must be hating Kobayashi since this is not the first time it happened!


Although i hated him for causing Nakijima's retirement in Brazil, i cant deny he's great.


If Nakijima doesnt get a seat next year, I will be supporting Kobayashi.


Okay now.. Whats with me and Japanese drivers??!


Nakajima will still be my 1st love!!


I really hope he get a seat next year.


He is a good driver but his strategies are always wrong and he had a string a bad luck this season with a lot of crashes.


Pity that boy!


Overall the Yas Marina circuit was boring.


The only exciting part was Kobayashi overtaking Jenson Button and the the Kubica-Buemi battle.


Luckily the breathtaking scenery made up for the flaws of the circuit.


I cant wait for the 2010 season which will only start in March.


Oh well, i will just keep myself busy with news of who is going where!


Manor pls oh pls give a seat to Nakajima!!


He is cheap and experienced!!








My 1st Love, Kazuki Nakajima







2nd love, Kamui Kobayashi



Oh look they are friends! Rivals on track








Friday, October 30, 2009 | Friday, October 30, 2009
i feel like a joke. A bad joke.

i dont know why.
Was it the long wait?
Nahh.. The wait was alright but there was no need for lies.
I thought its just us but at last there was 5.
While them, lovey dovey, what am i?
An audience.
No its not jealously... Im uncomfortable,
What am i suppose to do?
Mingle around and look like a joke?
A bad joke.
Put yourself in my shoe and imagine what it feels like. Even my patience have its limit.
And today just sums it all up.

Monday, October 19, 2009 | Monday, October 19, 2009
wow that helps....NOT!!

i cant express how much i hate attachments.
First they make us call people to troubleshoot their system, that i can tolerate but now they ask us to do surveys...thats it i officially HATE it! I mean.. What can i learn from doing surveys?? And so i sms-ed my Liason Officer Mr Cheung about the situation and asked him how is the attachment graded and guess what he said?? 'its not what you learn but what you contributed and how you apply what you learn in poly to the job.' like hello?!! he even told to alter the survey questions and stuff like that. Idiot. Didnt even helped one bit. Bottom line is..im not cut out for this job. I wanna pursue civil engineering for god sake. Amd there nothing engineering about this crappy job. The part when i started to blow up is when she gave a new list of people to call for surveys. For what i see... Interns = place to dump all your work to while you slack and boss them around like nobody's business.

Sunday, October 18, 2009 | Sunday, October 18, 2009
Sunday Blues.



Was watching F1 qualifying till 4am this morning and i had to wake up at 7am since i need to go to work.
Sucks working on Sunday!
This week race is at Brazil and its supposed to start at 1am till 2am Singapore time but then...
It was raining cats and dogs that it dragged on till 4am!!
The Williams team was great during Q2 with Nico at P1 and my Kazuki at P2.
Then Liuzzi had to crash bringing out the red flag...
Had to wait for the weather to dry up which is bad news for my Williams Team cuz they as SUPER GREAT in wet conditions.
Oh well at least stupid Hamilton is at P18.
With Nico at P6 and Kazuki at P9, i can wait for the race to start!
Hopefully it rain hard and Kazuki please score some points today!!

Back to what happened at work today..
Poor me had to work today cuz my Team Leader was pressuring me to finish up work that wasnt suppose to be done by me!
She could have asked the people working on weekends to finish it but then i didnt want to look bad since this is an attachment which is graded and i should compromise to get into her good books.
So after just 3 hours of sleep, i dragged myself out of bed and got ready for work.
Reached the empty office, took my spot, switch on the computer and landed my head on the table and sleep!
Thank god there's no supervisor whatsoever today so i could slack all i want.
The department i was in was empty, the lights and aircon was off. Pathethic. Its a bit spooky i must say.
Everybody else in is another room and i bet they dont know that im there.
I finished doing what i was supposed to by 2pm and went to lunch, came back and continue to sleep.
So basically, today was a waste of time. I wish i can write that in my report. I wonder what Winson and me are going to do tmr.

Saturday, October 17, 2009 | Saturday, October 17, 2009
Memoirs.


Went to my secondary school malay teacher, Cikgu Norliza's Open house today with some of the secondary school mates.
At the last minute they decided to jalan rayer as well and thats when the crazyness started.
I almost choked on my food countless times all thanks to the guy constant nonsensical joke.
It always like that when we meet up, its nice.
Joke around and reminisce about secondary school life.
Too bad not everybody was there... should have an outing with everybody present, that would be EPIC!

Thursday, October 15, 2009 | Thursday, October 15, 2009
work is WTF

This is probably the first and last time im gonna write about attachments.
I dont want to think about, talk about or write about it.
Its just plain crap.
Its a waste of time and doesnt help me in any way at all.
So what is my job scope??
CUSTOMER SERVICE! like Wtf#**%!%&%#^O#^^
I guess that speaks for itself.
Everyday im just being scolded for nothng.
Its not even my fault.
I feel like my brain is rotting away every single second im at work.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009 | Tuesday, September 29, 2009
F1 rocks...NOT.










































































































Singapore Grand Prix sucks.




Its boring, the same thing keeps happening, there's nothing new.




The botched pitstop: Re-enacted by Jaime Alguersuari.




Crashgate: Replayed by Romain Grosjean.




Safety Car: Brought to you by Adrian Sutil




Ruined race goes to Nico Rosberg, Sebastian Vettel, Nick Heidfield.








AND WORST OF ALL, LEWIS HAMILTON WON.



fyi.. I HATE HIM. Im a member of his hateclub:




ihatelewishamilton.com












Unfortunately MY DEAREST KAZUKI NAKJIMA ended JUSTTTT outside the points table




which means he still have a big fat ZERO points. He was chased by Iceman Kimi who have the




KERS system to the finish line while chasing after Kubica- that got me on the edge of my seat




the whole time but too bad... KUBICA got the last points. NVM there's still Suzuka grand prix




which he is familiar with. ALL THE BEST.

Sunday, September 27, 2009 | Sunday, September 27, 2009
rayer.










Wednesday, September 23, 2009 | Wednesday, September 23, 2009
F1!!




So yeah.
I BOUGHT FRI PRACTICE TICKET!
YEAH I KNOW I SAID THAT WATCHING IT ON TV WOULD BE MUCH BETTER CUZ I CAN SEE IT ALMOST IN MY FACE.
THATS WHY I ONLY BOUGHT FRIDAY PRACTICE SESSION.
CAUSE IT DOESNT AFFECT ANYTHING.
I STILL CAN WATCH QUALIFYING AND RACE DAY ON TV.
AFTER MUCH THINKING THAT IS.
OH WELL THERE'S FEW REASON TO IT.
1 : MY ULTIMATE FAVOURITE KAZUKI NAKAJIMA MIGHT NOT GET AN F1 SEAT NEXT YEAR SINCE HE HASNT GOT A POINT YET. IT IS NOT BECAUSE HE'S A BAD DRIVER, ITS CUZ HE SO UNLUCKY. HE ALMOST SCORED POINTS ON A FEW OCCASSION BUT THE PIT STOP WAS BAD, OR THE CAR HAD PROBLEMS OR TYRE PUNCTURE HAPPENED. ITS SO FRUSTRATING. SO THIS COULD BE THE LAST CHANCE TO WATCH HIM RACE( WHICH I HOPE ISNT TRUE!)AND THEREFORE I GOT TICKETS.

2 : ITS A WAY TO TREAT MYSELF FOR PASSING MY EXAMS!! SIMPLE AS THAT. I WORKED HARD FOR IT EVENTHOUGH ITS NOTHING MUCH. SO I DESERVE TO WATCH F1 LIVE.

Sunday, September 20, 2009 | Sunday, September 20, 2009
selamat hari raya.












Friday, September 18, 2009 | Friday, September 18, 2009
results.

Ohkay results are out and im happy although its not Great.
Ive always been complaining about how ive never gotten A's before
And... at last 2 A's!!
Asa!

Monday, September 14, 2009 | Monday, September 14, 2009
i thought i was going to rest my brain

well well well
first day of attachment...
i have a mix feeling about it.
morning met up with Winson to go to work together
thank god i have a partner, if i were to be alone im doomed.
we were given this super duper wooper thick stack of notes that we have to learn and remember.
this is not what i have visioned it to be.
i thought that i wont be studying for the next 5 months but boy was i wrong.
this is worse than school!
there's even a test!
and the thing i hate most about it is that we have to wear formal clothings which i dont have.
bummer!

Monday, September 07, 2009 | Monday, September 07, 2009
.

ive done a lot of thinking recently that i cant sleep sometimes.
well im gonna be done with poly soon..very soon...
the thing is, i dunno what i am gonna do after that.
i dont wanna work yet.
i just cant see myself working.
yes i wanna continue studying but here in Singapore? my grades arent that good.
ive been researching alot bout studying in Korea.
thats my ultimate wish, studying in Korea.
i dont wanna stay here.
i hate it here.
i dunno what wrong with me...
everything annoys me
everybody seemed annoying to me.
i want to have a new life seriously...
im sick and tired of everything.
somebody please just get me outta here
i had enough.

Friday, September 04, 2009 | Friday, September 04, 2009
that cracked me up.

Someone from class made this.
As soon as i saw it i was laughing my ass off.
My face is super ROUND.
Its cute though..
From what i heard.. its gonna be in our graduation magazine. eeks!

Tuesday, September 01, 2009 | Tuesday, September 01, 2009







Monday was day out with the secondary school mates.
Wow what can i say, it been a long time.
As usual, there's a lot of laughter and teasing around.
Met up at hougang interchange at 6pm and met Fauzan at bedok interchange..
Surprisingly he was super early which never happen before.
There was once where i have to wait for him for an hour!
Then off to Simpang Bedok to break-fast and after that we went to Geylang to take a look.
Headed home... What a great day, we should do it more often...

Saturday, August 29, 2009 | Saturday, August 29, 2009
omo omo! the boys are coming back!


" FT Island Singapore
Fansigning: Saturday, 7 November 2009FT Island Singapore
Fanmeet: Sunday, 8 November 2009
Fans will be glad to know that tickets will be sold for public purchase (instead of limited tickets like previously), in packaged deal format.
I.e. [Fansigning ticket] + [Fanmeet ticket] + [Original Album for signing] = 1 Packaged Deal ^__^ "

Friday, August 28, 2009 | Friday, August 28, 2009
just because..

















Monday, August 24, 2009 | Monday, August 24, 2009
the art of studying














Monday, August 10, 2009 | Monday, August 10, 2009
when projects gets the best out of us.












Sunday, August 09, 2009 | Sunday, August 09, 2009
national day

























Friday, July 31, 2009 | Friday, July 31, 2009
Awards

The awards night on friday was well.. a waste of time.
Was there to collect the half colour awards, for winning silver for last year's game.
What i couldnt stand was the team excluding natra and zi of course.
We were totally ostracized!
Fine we dont turn up for training anymore, but still.. i dont deserve that kind of treatment.
They could have at least smiled and ask us to join them for pictures but no... they just gave us the cold shoulder.
urghh~
Whatever, at least i got to enjoy good food.
Since im quitting hockey for good, i dont know what im gonna do with my hockey stick!








Friday, July 24, 2009 | Friday, July 24, 2009
random.

My blog is super boring and its even boring when i dont post anything.
So i decided to post about the class photo that we took ago.
I think the picture look kinda cool.
Although i've only known them for bout 5 months, i think there's cool xcept you know who.


JO2!!



However, i miss the old classmates.
I wonder how they are doing for their attachment.
I heard most of them are suffering.
Now i'll just wait for my turn.
KO1!!!



Tuesday, July 14, 2009 | Tuesday, July 14, 2009
We've been punked!

"KAK! Guess who i saw just now?"
"Dunnoo lah... WHO??"
"KAK YATI!!!!!"

So kak yati was my previous maid who went back to Indonesia in April to get married.
And today my sister saw her in the bus!
So my sis asked her what was she doing here in Singapore and she said she working nearby.
WAH what the fuck!
The whole family feel so cheated right now.
That bitch!
Why cant she just say the truth?
As if we wont let her go!
We even got her wedding presents before she left. URGHH~~
What a liar.
She's been lying for so long.
Goodness...
I know Singapore is small but... why must she work around the area where we live in??
Stupid!

Monday, July 13, 2009 | Monday, July 13, 2009
it must be the age.

i was happily getting ready for bed when i realised that i forgot to charge my ipod.
it would be a long boring bus ride without my ipod.
so, when i on my laptop an icon was staring at me
" SERVICE MARKETING 7"
and then it struck me................
SHIT!
I have a presentation tomorrow morning and i havent finish my slides.
luckily i already did like 75% of the slides and left with some editing.
i wonder what would have happened if i totally forgot about it and sleep instead.

Thursday, July 02, 2009 | Thursday, July 02, 2009
dark.

It sure rained cats and dogs today.
Unfortunately i was wearing the super slippery slippers today.
I really really need to get new ones but the thought of spending my money~~~
Anyways, i had to walk really carefully if i dont want to fall but then i sprained my calf!
Okay wait is that even possible?
whatever it is, my calf is hurting so bad right now that walking is killing me!!

Wednesday, July 01, 2009 | Wednesday, July 01, 2009
baking is fun.


Since I started school late today, i decided to head off to NTUC to get stuff for my fruit tart.
So, after school I quickly rush back home and started baking.
The world kitchen was in a mess.!
I got flour and eggs all over me.
I thought that only happens in movies.
After a long long long time, it was finally done.
It looks nice doesnt it?
It taste great too!
So i conclude my second project : PASS!
The first being the cream puffs.
Sadly i only got 2 bites of the tart cause i was planning to eat it when its chilled but then, there was only crumbs left when i opened the fridge.
Dangg~~

Saturday, June 27, 2009 | Saturday, June 27, 2009
FT Island!!!!!!!!

Ahhh im still spazzing over FT Island.
Jonghoon, Jaejin, Seunghyun, Minhwan <3
Hongki...Not so much
So woke up at 4am!
Actually i didnt really sleep.
Cooked some noodles for sis and i cuz i know we would be hungry later on.
Went out of the house at 5am.
Reached Dragonfly at 6.20am!
Why so early???
Oh well i wanted to be at the front cuz the stage is so near.
Eventhough we were that early, i was the 70th in line.
10 minutes later the queue doubled!!!
Luckily we came early!

The queue.
All wearing yellow which is FT Island's color.


The heat was unberable.
The sun was directly at us!
I wished i bought an umbrella.


My sis planned to study History as she have exams on monday.
But but... of cuz she cant concentrate.

Desperate measure to protect my face from the sun!


FT Island signed CD!!!!!!!!!!
At first i didnt wanna buy anything.
Then i see people walking around with CDs.
Upon closer inspection, i saw that it was signed.
So i asked the people how much was it.
"30 bucks!"
and and i only had $2o with me.
So i told my sis to queue while i ran to Vivocity to withdraw money.
That proved to be a smart move cuz if we queue only after i withdrawed money,
the CDs would be sold out!!
I think i got the 2nd last CD.
Lucky me.
All that running was worth it!
While queueing, Hongki came out to the balcony and everyone started screaming.

Finally at 2pm we were allowed to enter.


People were screaming at the empty stage.
I must say, Singaporean fans are a noisy bunch.
Screaming at every little thing.
Even i was annoyed.
They finally came out at 3.15pm
Which was 15 minutes late.
Introducing FT Island!!

Jonghoon, leader, guitarist, pianist, hottie - My Favourite

Seunghyun, guitatrist, rapper, newest member, so much better than Wonbin.
He's CUTE.
That dimple. *swoons*
Im glad Wonbin left the group and was replaced by Seunghyun who looks like Lee Seungki.


Jaejin, bassist, most fans, cuttie.
He should sing more.
His voice is nice.
Fans go crazy once he started singing.


Hongki, vocalist, urghh attitude problem, dont look happy to be here.
I must admit though, his VOICE omg speechless..
So much better live.
It sound better than the CD.
The recorded songs dont do him justice.


Minhwan, drummer, youngest, muscular arms woahh.
I did not managed to take pictures of minhwan as he was hidden behind the drums, so i post a nicer picture of him from his photoshoots instead.
Its very hard to see him cuz he was wearing black and there wasnt any lights on him.
He appeared at the end for the group bow.
His arms was so much muscular as compared to Honki's flabby arm.
He did a lot of mistakes but it was forgivable.
Hongki made mistakes too.







Jonghoon <33>





Hongki said goodbye at 2.45 and im like THATS IT??
My $100 only for 30minutes??
Then the fans started shouting *encore, encore* which i dun think they understand.
Then we started chanting "F.T.I.S.L.A.N.D!"
Shortly after that they came out and started talking in english which is totally hilarious.
SO CUTE LAH!!
Then they introduced the next song the were going to sing.
Unconciously i started shouting "MISSING YOU!" which is my ultimate favourite song
And everybody started to shout along with me.
Sadly they performed 'FT Island' and 'until you return'.
I think Hongki said he cannot sing Missing you cause his used up his voice on the other songs.
But then we he sang UNTIL YOU CAME BACK i was like WOAH.
It gave me goosebumps.
DAMN GOOD LAHh.
So the last song was the best for me.
Im still dissapointed he didnt sing 'Missing U' and 'YOU and I'
They only perform one song from their newest album, 'Bad woman'.
And i thought the would perform more songs from "JUMP UP" and i memorised the lyrics!!
Too bad.



List of songs sung in
FT Island’s Singapore Showcase, 2009
1. 사랑이야 (It’s Love)
2. Love is
3. 사랑앓이 (Lovesick)
4. 사랑하는 법을 몰라서 (Because I Don’t Know How To Love)
5. TV Radio
6. 사랑을 보았나봐 (I Think I Saw Love)
7. 멋쟁이 vs 예쁜이 (FT vs PRI)
8. 나쁜 여자야 (Bad Woman)
9. Primadonna
Encore:
1. FT ISLAND
2. 너 올 때까지 (Until You Return)

사랑하는 법을 몰라서


The last song they performed-너 올 때까지



Friday, June 26, 2009 | Friday, June 26, 2009
Wanie i totally love you.

Wanie came over this afternoon to specially deliver my birthday present!
And guess what she got me????
THE DOC MARTENS 14 EYELET BOOTS!!!!!!!
Like WOah!!!
I didnt expect anyone to actually get me those boots cuz its so pricey!
Im so gonna LOVE YOU FOR LIFE!!
Actually i'll love you for life even if you dun get me those boots.
ANYWAYS THANKS A LOT BESTIE!!
LOVE LOVE LOVE YA!




Im gonna wear it to tomorrow's FT ISLAND CONCERT!
WEEEeeeeeee~~

| Friday, June 26, 2009
ft island

Pictures from yesterday's ft island arrival.
They totally saw my poster cuz its so in their face!
Its huge and bright!










| Friday, June 26, 2009


Yesterday was at the airport to welcome FT Island!!

In this video you can totally see me being such a fangirl.

Check it out at about 00:17 into the video... the one in bright yellow

Thats totally me!


Wednesday, June 24, 2009 | Wednesday, June 24, 2009
CREAM PUFFS.

Woke up at around 11am today, grabbed my wallet and went to the supermarket.

Bought all the necessary ingredients and quickly went back home and started making my creampuffs.The recipe which i printed out yesterday.
Stuck it on the fridge for easy reference.
Weighing all the necessary stuff.
I didnt even bother bathing first.

The pastry all done.

My sis working hard whipping the cream.

All done.

ONE WORD: YUMMY!


Sunday, June 21, 2009 | Sunday, June 21, 2009
THANK GOD FOR AUTOSAVE.

I WAS HAPPILY DOING MY 15 PAGES REPORT.
I WAS LEFT WITH 2 MORE PAGES.
SUDDENLY MY LAPTOP JUST DIED ON ME.
LIKE WTF!
THEN IT HIT ME, I HAVENT SAVE MY REPORT!!!!!!!!
I SWEAR TO GOD I WAS GONNA JUST SLAM MY LAPTOP AGAINST THE WALL.
I ON MY LAPTOP...
AND THANK GOD THERE WAS AUTOSAVE.
IVE BEEN WORKING ON MY REPORT SINCE DAWN AND ITS DUE TODAY.
I DONT KNOW WHAT I WAS GONNA DO IF THERE WAS NO AUTOSAVE.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009 | Tuesday, June 16, 2009
The day i turned 20.

Early in the morning i was awaken by a kick.
Yeah my dad kicked me!
It was so sudden that i dont remember it was my 20th BIRTHDAY!
Until my dad handed me a tiny transparent box.
It was filled with accessories and i was thinking WTH?
I dont even wear those stuff...
Plus he didnt have to get me anything since i already gotten my super advance birthday gift from him.
Then he turned over the box and this is what i see...



MONEY!!!
He gave me $150 which i am not going to spend.
Its going into my KOREA fund.
Thanks dad <33

Of course i need to have all my favourite food on my birthday.
1. Peach milk tea
2. Pomfret fish in sweet&sour sauce
3. Carrots!

In case you were wondering what i was doing the whole day...
Oh well,
Basically i just slacked at home with my sis
Hellooo~~~
Its monday!
There's nothing to do on MONDAY.
Moreover, birthdays are just a birthday.



This year, i had Green Tea cake!
Last year was cheesecake+ blackforest ice cream cake.
Next year i want Chocolate Mint cake please :)
Thanks to all who wished me.
The first one to wish me a happy birthday was Randolph.
He sms-ed me a few mins after midnight and i didnt know it was him as i dont have his number.
Thanks for going through all the trouble to get my phone number and even calling to ask whether i got the msg unlike somebody who forgot all about it.
Imran, luckily you called me just before midnight or i swear i was gonna be super angry with you.

Friday, June 05, 2009 | Friday, June 05, 2009
F-T-I-S-L-A-N-D!!! Lets Go!!

Lovely sis got me FT Island Tickets for my birthday!
Wohooo.!!

Sunday, May 31, 2009 | Sunday, May 31, 2009
omo omo omo!

OH MY GOD!

FT ISLAND IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!

SOMEBODY PLEASE BUY ME THOSE

TICKETS!

IT WILL BE A PERFECT BIRTHDAY

PRESENT :)

Saturday, May 30, 2009 | Saturday, May 30, 2009
I WANNA BE A KOREAN!

i wish i was a korean.

i was so bored so and there was no nice program on tv.
KBSworld was having memorial for their ex president
Arirang too.
so i just tuned to MTV just for the sake of it.
all the songs sucks.
hollywood is so overrated.
stupid movies, stupid songs, stupid people.
KOREAN is so aahhhhhh~~
super nice songs
hot guys(i dont care if they're plastics).
korean dramas are the best.
Korean language is oh so beautiful.
i watch at least korean drama everyday and never get sick of it.
To date ive already watched at least 90 dramas as compared to english drama cuz it is so not worth my time.
The point of writing is because......

I WANNA BE A KOREAN!!
putahge saeyo!!

Friday, May 29, 2009 | Friday, May 29, 2009
The love of my life <3

SUPER JUNIOR


If i had to choose 1 of them its definately

LEE HYUK JAE(eunhyuk) OPPA!!!

na chua haeyo







And of course, my 2nd favourite group of people
2PM



Especially my favourite
KIM JUNSU OPPA!!




Wednesday, May 27, 2009 | Wednesday, May 27, 2009


Im supposed to be doing my pending assignments now but then...

I decided to watch the last episode of the 172episode long drama.

Right now im only at ep 79.. oh well im curious thats y.

What can i say... FANTABULOUS ENDING!

Now i can resume doing my assignment in peace.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009 | Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I officially HATE E-learning.
I rather go to school and take my attendance.
So what made me so vexed?
Its the fact that i put up a post-it listing things to do right in front of my face and totally forgetting about it!
Like fuck.
I was gonna do that assignment that was due before 5pm but then i was painstakingly doing my WISP report which was annoying the hell out of me.
Urghh can wait for e-learning to end.
We actually have more assigments than usual while our lecturers are slacking.

| Tuesday, May 26, 2009
maybe not.

Okay people...
Im NOT going for the China attachment.
I've thought about it for quite some time.
The reasons for not going:
Someone advised me not to go.
A classmate of mine is now having his attachment in China, so i asked for his opinion and he said, "NO!"
Firstly, the pay sucks - only 1000 yuan( about $250).
Secondly, we have to pay our own electricity bills - late and the power supply will be cut off
Imagine not having a heater during winter! I dont want to go through that again.
Thirdly, the people treat the students badly! Dont need to elaborate on that.
If i cant take it and wanna go home, the entire school will be against me which is what happened to another classmate who went home after 2 weeks. He alsmost failed his internship and with the lecturers mad at him, i wish him luck next semester. I bet the lecturers will give him bad grades.
Lastly, he told me he witness accidents everyday in the place he's at. So scary! Who knows if i'll be the one knocked down next?

Therefore, IM NOT GOING!
I have an even better plan!

If i have my attachment in Singapore, i can earn at least $500 a month.
So for 5 months i'll be earning $2500.
Plus allowance that i have been saving,
Im planning to save it all and put it in my KOREA fund.
After graduation, Im going to Korea for a month.
I've already checked out accomodations.
Not hotels of cuz, too expensive for a month.
I found a few homestays which is within the budget.
I'll probably go during winter cuz i wanna see snow!

ANYONE WANNA GO WITH ME?

Tuesday, May 19, 2009 | Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Should i?

Should i go for the overseas attachment.
5 whole months in China.
Daddy already gave me the green light.
But im still unsure.

Sunday, May 17, 2009 | Sunday, May 17, 2009
WELCOME TO MY KINDERGARDEN.

US: me + sisters went crazy.

The initial plan was just


paint the wall a little bit.

A bit, a bit more, a lot.

It feels like we drew on a


giant drawing paper.

Its stupid doodling.

Now the wall look like a


Korean kindergarden.

Shall post pictures of our


wall when i charge my camera.


| Sunday, May 17, 2009
4 words: I HATE MAN UTD.

Watched Man utd vs Arsenal match yesterday.
For once i wanted Arsenal to win!
Cause I Love LIVERPOOL.
But but but.
Arsenal sucks of course.
AND MAN UTD sucks more especially CRISTIANO RONALDO.
he's hot??
more like smugface idiot.
Luckily there's Park Ji Sung around to make the match watchable.
So when he replaced Tevez there was BOOS all around.
I know people love Tevez and want him to stay in MAN UTD but then.
WTF.
racist much.
I bet if some other players replaced him there wont be any BOOS.
DAMN IT LAH.
LIVERPOOL WAS SO CLOSE YET SO FAR.

Saturday, May 16, 2009 | Saturday, May 16, 2009
SUPER SENIOR?


THIS CRACKS ME UP.
Damn cute lah those ahjushi.
Can form super senior.
Maybe super junior will be like that 10 years from now?
AHAH

| Saturday, May 16, 2009
SPRING CLEANING.

WOKE UP SUPER DUPER EARLY.
ON A SATURDAY!!!

First thing, went for a jog.
Wanted to run at the stadium but then
i was too lazy to change out of my pajamas.
So... i put on my running shoes,
Switch on the threadmill and run in my pajamas!

Then the family woke up and wanted to have breakfast.
Had roti prata..
Gawdd i miss it.
The last time i had it was before the China trip.

Home-ed, went into the room and...
"Goodness! Is this a room or a pig's sty?"
Like seriously, the room is so messy.
Book all thrown on the floor.
That is what happen if you have too many books and little space.
Bags everywhere!
Dust... im speechless

So me decided to finally clean it.
Its now super clean.
Like duh cause im the one who cleaned it.
No one can clean better than me!
AHAHAHAH *evil laughter*

Initially, i was supposed to met up with Wanie.
But then she had to work.
Poor you.
And i actually had so many assigments to do.
Luckily she cant make it or else im doomed.

Monday, May 11, 2009 | Monday, May 11, 2009
CONGRATS CONGRATS.

I wanna give a shoutout to WANIE.
Wohoooo!!!
Congratulations on your admission to NUS.
See all your hardwork paid off.

Tuesday, May 05, 2009 | Tuesday, May 05, 2009
whatsmscuk.

Here i am blogging when im supposed to write my assignment.
My heavy eyes tells me that its already almost midnight.
TIME CHECK: ONLY 10:19pm!!!!
The assignment is due tomorrow at 5pm.
WTF.
And hell no its not easy.
Year 3 is really making me age faster.
Tutorials, assignments and presentations.
Its no joke.
And im having tuesday blues.
Its a long long day~~~
9am-6pm with only 1 hour of break.
Skipped E-Commerce cause i cant take it anymore.
I think im falling sick soon.
In the morning we had yet another presentation on service marketing.
OH MY GOD.
I hate service marketing.
The lecturer is some looney who wants colourful slides and a whole load of examples.
The next class had a super smelly class.
Okay not class, its more like sweat infested table.
As i was about to rest my head on the table...
WOAH!
The smell was so so so so SMELLY!
Had endure it for like 2 hours.
Im so gonna bring air freshener next time.
Yadaa yadaa yadaaa.
School is so mundane.
I dont think i learnt anything at all and exams is on 8th june.
HOLY SHIT.
Thats like in a few more weeks.
I guess its now time to continue my assignment.
Annyeong Kasaeyo~~

Monday, May 04, 2009 | Monday, May 04, 2009
tsk tsk.

ZOMG LOSER MUCH

Sunday, May 03, 2009 | Sunday, May 03, 2009
i want i want i want.

My birthday is around the corner!!!!
Okay not really lah.
But its just next month.
43 more days to go.
Ahaha.
So the purpose of this post is to let all you lovely people what to get me ;)



FIRST UP: Size 7 BLACK Doc Martens 14 Eyelet boots

If you get me this lovely boots, i'll definately LOVE you for life!

Next are all these clothes from forever21.com

All are in order of preference.

I especially LOVE the first 3 tops.















So what are you waiting for?
Quickly buy me all these stuff before they are out of stock and nicely wrap it up in a green wrapping paper.
Let me repeat again,
its from FOREVER21.com
HAHAHAAAAHAHAHA.

Saturday, May 02, 2009 | Saturday, May 02, 2009
he who?



"Everybody around me knows that person who ive been crushing on.
One year plus.
Thats a whole lot of crushing.
I think ive really wasted my time.
Just to let you all know.
Me no like him no more.
Im serious this time round."

Friday, May 01, 2009 | Friday, May 01, 2009
BESTIE!!!!!!!!!

WANIE LOVE PLEASE GIVE ME A CALL :)

Thursday, April 30, 2009 | Thursday, April 30, 2009
Good riddance.

Finally its over.
The video presentation marks the ending of our OIP programme.
Wrapping things up,
Im glad its done,
No more meeting people who annoys me,
No more toleranting nonsense.
Of course i love the trip overall but it could be better if some people is someone else.
okay maybe im acting like a bitch by saying that
who knows maybe somebody else dont like me around either.
I wonder what wrong did i do deserve such bad luck.
Grouped with people who...... i cant even describe it!
But something really got on my nerve.
A complete waste of my uber precious time.
Doing something with so much effort isnt my usual forte.
But when i do that i expect people to appreciate my hard work and not just dump it aside like a piece of shit.
Dont throw your temper in front of me as that is something that really really bugs me big time.
So Mr whats ur name, u SUCK! BIG TIME!

Sunday, April 19, 2009 | Sunday, April 19, 2009


안녕하세요.

저는배고파요.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009 | Wednesday, April 15, 2009
x

OMG i miss Wuhan.
Can i go back pretty please.
Spore is so boring.
Life is so mundane.
No more people knocking on our door early in the morning.
No more eating ji dan la mian.
No more people staring because im not Chinese.
Now that im back at home, i have nothing to do.
Absolutely nothing!
I feel like a pig, eating, sleeping, eating, sleeping.
At least in China we have Mt Wudang to climb!
Yesterday had dinner with Zozi.
Went to Marina Square to have Nasi Ayam Penyet.
After not eating chilli for 6 weeks, my tongue got a shock when i stuff all those chilli in my mouth.
And today, my tummy is aching like crazy.
Talking about chilli...
CLIVE POH!! I want Boon Lay nasi lemak!
Everybody is talking about it.
Even Zozi since he live in Boon Lay.
Oh Oh OH.
I noticed one change yesterday.
The MRT line!!!
It changed.
There's a new station!

Thursday, April 02, 2009 | Thursday, April 02, 2009

So its now the 5th week already.
So fast!!
I dont wanna go home but yet again i miss the people back at home.
My maid is going back this Saturday and i dont even get to say goodbye to her.
I need to thank her for all she had done for my family for the past 4 years.
Sighh.
I must say this trip is fun but then...
I SO HATE MY ROOMIE.
that fucking bitch.
she annoys the hell out of me.
when she starts talking i just wanna stuff her mouth.
that plus the cold that is coming back again is making this trip less fun.
the weather is playing jokes on us.
just when i thought 'YES!' is warm today...
the temperature just drops like nobody's business.
and today its 9 degrees.
damn it!
my feet are freezing! nowadays we dont really do anything much.
just projects which you all know i hate.
what tough luck!
im in the same room as that bitch and im her groupmate.
every project must be done with her!!

Tuesday, March 31, 2009 | Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Im so pissed off beyond words.
The bitch beside me is annoying the hell out of me.
WHATEVER do what you want.
The project dont mean anything to me anyway.
Go fuck off.
Dont ever talk to me.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009 | Tuesday, March 17, 2009
lalala.

Today marks the 2nd week i've been in China.
So far so good.
The reason im blogging here instead of my China's blog?
Im just bored.
And plus i cant bitch it out there since the lecturers will read it.
Do you know my roomate annoy the hell out of me.
Fuck bitch stop singing already!

Monday, March 02, 2009 | Monday, March 02, 2009
OMG PLEASE PRETTY PLEASE.


SEE SEE.
WUHAN IS SNOWING TODAY.
PLEASE SNOW TOMMORROW TOO OKAY?
temperature for tommorow:
Light Rain
High: 3°
Low: -1°
its gonna be colder than today.
snow please okay :D


| Monday, March 02, 2009
pardon me. im too bored.

OMG.

Im like super duper uber bored.

That explains the gazillion post i have today.

I seriously have nothing to do.

Ive finish packing, double checked, triple checked.

Eversince yesterday's neoprint taking session,

I compared our old pictures over the years.

Gahh i look different all the time and she still look the same.

Heheh.

I can actually remember what happened that day for each picture.

Good memory right. HEHEH.













That day we watched some old local short films at the Singapore Arts Museum. Oh you should have seen what i was wearing. Oh the horror!


We went to Planet Paradigm to watch Battle of the Bands.
Somebody i know was performing. Forgot his name though. Zaman Emo shit. AHAHA!



I LOVE THIS PICTURE THE MOST. just another day out.




She just came back from Brunei and bought these neon coloured sweaters.





The day we went roller blading in mini skirts. CRAZYY.




She shot her contact lens ad on that day.


At Geylang Serai during Fasting month.



New Years Eve.

Nasi Ayam Penyek Day.



Another random day.






Watched her dance crew perform.


NUS Museum.
If you havent notice, we have a lot of same clothing.
seriously, same but just different colour.













| Monday, March 02, 2009
urgh benci.


woke up with a bang.
i cant really sleep last night because of a terrible headache.
and till now, my head is still aching like nobody's business.
its all because i didnt wash my hair after being soak in the rain yesterday.
went to get my flu vaccination just now.
the area where i got the jab is swollen.
then went to the money changer and change another $150.
wah lau, i want smaller note also cannot.
cheebye nyer uncle.
oh yeah, i found out that my cousin lost my PSP.
fucker.
what a great timing.
aku nak bawak gi china kau hilangkan.
geram nak mampos.
greatness~
oh the brighter note,
tommorrow at this time,
I WILL BE IN CHINA Y'ALL

| Monday, March 02, 2009
my china blog.


i wont be updating this blog while im in China.

i'll be updating my CHINA blog.hehe.


see you in 6 weeks.

or 43 days to be precise.

with love,

ME :)

Sunday, March 01, 2009 | Sunday, March 01, 2009
"Nice boots!"..like duh of course.

omg omg.
2 more days!!!
WEEEEEeeeeEEEE.
So today meet up my DARL Wanie
Miss her like crazy.
Went to bugis to take some neoprint.
Yes yess.
It used to be our favourite pastime.
Oh wow there was so much catching up to do.
Then we headed to arab street cause she had to do some filming.
Yup my bestfriend the actress.
Watch her on Suria aite.
She's now teaching Art at Millenia institue.
Coolio per banyak duit masuk.
She is now a teacher,an actress and a future architect.
Good luck for your A levels result on Friday aite :)
So then after that cabbed to Esplanade cause it was raining so heavily.
Watched THE ZOZI performance of cuz.
Oh well. im a fan. must catch every show.
Supper at Subway.
Desserts at McDonalds.
OH some a couple of people said,"NICE BOOTS!"
LIKE DU'ohh.
Of course its nice.
Cause its mine.
Anyways,
au revoir bitches,IM OFF TO CHINA.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009 | Wednesday, February 25, 2009
grrr.

Wah Financial Decison paper was a BITCH!
fuck fuck fuck.
there goes my good grade.
probably gonna fail.
ish geram.

After school, quick meet-up with zozi.
Dinner at Sengkang since he was giving tution at Punggol.
Then off his cousin house to pick up something.
Like WTH, he doesnt even know where his cousin house is.
Ended up just walking around Ubi searching for the right block.

Checked my mail,
"You need to be at Changi Airport (T1) before 5:30am on the departure day."
Wah siao.
I would need to wake up at 4.30 at least.
Ishh.
And and
"Please note that Wuhan is very cold in the next few weeks. The temperature can be as low as 0 to 3 degree with wind factor will be below 0 degree C."
Like woah.
Thats cold.
And they prevously said its only gonna be 10-20 degrees.
How how.
I dont have a thick enough jacket.
urghh. urghh. urghh.
but but,
"It is supposed to be spring season, but you may experience snow( "if you are lucky " ). For those who have not experience snowing, it is nice."
WAH COOL!
I HOPE IT SNOWS!!
I DONT MIND THE COLD IF IT SNOWS :)

Monday, February 23, 2009 | Monday, February 23, 2009
soon.

Oh wow.
This blog have been pretty dead.
What can i say...
Life have been quite mundane.
I dont see the joy of going out anymore.
Home is my sanctuary.

Finally my i got my boots!
Yeah its white.
So not me.
Its too big though.
Should have gotten a smaller size.

The weather is oh so nice today.
Breezy with the right amount of wind.
Im suppose to be studying for my last paper tomorrow.
But i cant be bothered.

Thank god Maths Paper is over.
It was not too bad.
Im happy enough.
Im not expecting an 'A'.
A pass is enough for me.

Just now was QAS paper.
It was alright i guess.
Oh pretty please i want a 'B'.
Who am i kidding.
Probably just gonna get a 'D'.

Tomorrow is financial decision.
Im praying to get my first ever 'A'.
Yes, im that stupid.
I dont ever get 'A's.
But there's a glimpse of hope for this one.

8 more days till my China trip.
Cant wait.
Sadly, nobody's sending me off.
Cause we have to be at the airport at 6.30am!!!
Guess this is my sad sorry life.

Friday, January 23, 2009 | Friday, January 23, 2009
just.

you once told me that you'll always be there for me.
but look,
now when i need a friend to talk to,
you're not here.

Sunday, January 18, 2009 | Sunday, January 18, 2009
Cooking Cooking.

Woke up in in a startle.
Ibu suddenly drag me out of bed for breakfast.
Wah annoying.
I slept late last night cause i was up all night reading a teenage flick.
Washed my face brush my teeth. yadaa yadaa yadaa. off to breakfast.
Early in the morning Fadly had to pick a fight with me over the newpaper.
Fuck you. I took the newpaper first. Just wait for it uh.
Piss me off when i dont have enough sleep. Wrong move.
When grocery shopping. The queue line at NTUC was no joke.
Freaking long.
Went home and i decide to try making créme caramel cause i saw it on tv yesterday.


INGREDIENTS: 3 eggs, 50grams of sugar,fresh milk,vanilla essence,cinammon



The caramel got burned! It turned hard and it was so hard to clean the pot.


ANI dropped an egg!!!


Bake it with water underneath the cups.
We forgo the caramel cause it was irritating.
Wasted so much sugar!!!


I had to scrub the pot real hard!
LOOK AT THE MESS!
COOKING PART 2
Next on the menu was KOREAN SPICY SEAFOOD SOUP.
Scallop, Clam, Shrimp, All kind of mushroom, Fishcake.



FINAL PRODUCT. IT WAS NOT BAD.not bad at all.


After all that i realised i havent showered yet!

















Saturday, January 17, 2009 | Saturday, January 17, 2009
Doc martens.

My lastest obsession,DOC MARTENS BOOTS!!
I so wanna get it.
Problem is, its too expensive.$169!!
Its gonna burn a hole in my pocket.
With the China trip coming up, i need to save as much money.
I wonder if they have it in China.
If only i didnt buy the timberland shoes i would have enough money.
Dangg!
But then i saw a cheaper version of it from gojane.com
However, its an online shop.
I have no way to buy it online.
I dont have paypal/credit card whatsoever.
Lecehh.
Shheeeshhh.



THE CHEAPER VERSION FROM GOJANE.
THE REAL DOC MARTENS.NOT MUCH DIFFERENT RIGHT?
LOOK AT HOW THESE PEOPLE ARE ROCKING THEIR BOOTS:





































































Monday, January 05, 2009 | Monday, January 05, 2009
maths.grr

tried to do maths tutorial.
im stuck.
i might as well sleep.
who am i kidding.
me doing maths?

| Monday, January 05, 2009
back to school.

how was school?
boring as usual.
need to start studying already cause ive forgotten everything.
exams in 6 weeks.
YAH FREAKING 6 WEEKS!
good news was,
i passed maths.
thank god.
economics not too sure bout that.
all i know is 1 person failed and i really hope its not me.

Sunday, January 04, 2009 | Sunday, January 04, 2009
just bleargh.


the family woke me up at 8am today!

ON A SUNDAY!

just for breakfast.yah breakfast!

the reason being i always complain about the food they buy.

so now i will have to tag along.

i just brushed my teeth and wash my face and off to breakfast.

no bathing needed.hah!

had Sausage mcmuffin at macdonalds.

yesterday i had a super weird dream/nightmare.

some witch was chasing me around a mall.

like WTH kan.

school starts tomorrow.

BORING.

that means exams in 6 weeks.

im not in the studying mode yet.


Friday, January 02, 2009 | Friday, January 02, 2009
me want.

I WANT THIS WALLET!! ITS SO GREEN!
ME WANT ME WANT ME WANT!!

| Friday, January 02, 2009
Happy New Year.

my new years eve was spent in bed.
i was sick.
with throbbing sorethroat and bloodshot eyes,
there nothing much i could to.
using the computer or watching tv made my eyes worse.
so new year just came by.
thats so classic of me.
sick on new years eve.
last year i lost my voice.
so now.
new year, new resolution.
im not asking for much this year though.

firstly,
i hope i will buck up in school.
with the economy bad as it is,
it will be hard to find a job in a future
especially for a slacker like me.
so,
aja aja hwaiting!~~

secondly,
im so looking forward to my 6 weeks Wuhan,China trip.
will be going on 1st march.
woopeey doo!

thirdly,
actually i dont wish for anything else.
i guess i will just let go with the flow this year.
lets all wish for a super duper 2009.
woohoo!

Wednesday, December 31, 2008 | Wednesday, December 31, 2008
sore losers.

Az said...
Stellarium noisy? Pasal kau kental buah laici bodoh. minah. jijik. jelek. babi rusa.

marina said...
hey bitch (it-out)on behalf of stellarium, we are sorry to bust your eardrums from all the noise. but in case u see us again in a flyer notifying of a future gig, just stay at home and stick to your friendly boyband tunes!ciao! we're going to melt your faces...cheers bitch!

TO THOSE ABOVE: mr dick and miss slut.
kental kental lah.
who cares?
thanks for making me laugh with the "we're going melt your faces"
it sounds so stupid.
are you guys stupid people?
i dont have a plastic face.
why should it melt?
i didnt want to do this but.
like seriously what the fuck is your problem?
oh hating your music make me a MINAH?
so that makes the entire world population minahs is it?
so many people were covering their ears throughout the whole thing.
some even went out for a breather.
at least i stayed in and listen to everything thinking that maybe the next song will be good.
oh come on KIDS.
people can choose to love your music or hate it.
wait is it even called music?
i thought music have some melodies.
it my decision.
its a free world.
moreover, this is MY blog.
are you guys sorelosers?
cant you even hear people's opinion.
dont you criticise other bands too.
you give some you take some.
this is how it works.
if you dont want to hear criticism then just perform for your friends who probably secretly think
that your sounds sucks.
oh by the way Marina.
listening to boyband tunes is so much pleasant.
at least i will still have my hearing when im old.
not too sure about you guys though.
probably by the time you guys are 30,
you will be deaf.
so happy new year and good luck with band.
hopefully it will win some the most fucking rocking bestest band in the whole wide world award and i can just eat my word.
oh rest assure i wont waste my money on gigs that features you guys.
au revoir~
btw. i was wondering where did you find my blog from anyways.
did you like google "stellarium sucks" or something?

| Wednesday, December 31, 2008
its ending already.

goodbye 2008
hello 2009!
not that im looking forward to turning 20.
this year have been interesting i guess.
stuff i remember doing this year:

1) worked as a security guard.
you might think WTH kan?
but it was actually alrite.
get paid for doing nothing.
basically i just sat down and look at people.

2)worked in retail.
it was bittersweet.
sweet cause ive always been interested in fashion and stuff.
and plus the pay is quite good.
bitter cause the boss is a bitch and customers are motherfuckers.

3)made new friends.
yeah letme count,
1, 2, 3, 4...5?
thats about it i think.

4)couldnt be bothered with school.
skip class, skip test, flunking test.
im an expert now.
GPA 2.2. hurrah.

5)money waster.
ive been spending like nobody's business.
ever since ive started shopping online,
goodness! i wonder how many useless stuff have i bought.

6)hats mania.
goodness gracious me.
i hate fettish for headwear.
hats, caps, beanies,
name it.
i wanna buy it.

7)starbucks.
there was a lot of starbucks-ing this year.
venti is now my choice instead of tall.
it was once caramel frappe,
and then white mocha frappe
now its DARK CHERRY MOCHA.
and of course the yummylicious
ALMOND CROISSANT.

8)gigs.
been wasting money on gigs.
gigs that have been abandoned since sec sch days.
waste money waste money waste money.
bodoh!
buang duit!

9)bestie.
didnt see much of wanie this year.
reason being that she was busy preparing for her A Levels.
hopefully next year we resume our saturday day out.

10)zozi
naz
nazreen
nazozi
whatever you want to call him.
i give up already.
are you stupid or what?
i have been wearing my heart on my sleeves all these while
and you dont realise that i WAS so in love with you.
i now conclude that you are a waste of time.
moving on.
goodbye love.
hello friend.

Lastly.
Many people said i've changed.
For better or worse, they dont say.
But i know its for the worse.
Just sorry.
Im just not myself lately.
I have a lot of anger issues to work on.
Next year i hope,
I be the same Masita Dewi that you have always known.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008 | Tuesday, December 30, 2008
DOE bitch.

after so long met up with those 2.
it was for project though.
of couse starbucks was the usual project hub.
yeah yeah you've guessed it.
project not done.
gossips jer tau.
then headed of to suntec city.
when to cotton on and i saw him.
hezam.
an old crush.
the one who broke my heart.
the one who said he was so in love with me and then disappeared.
stupid jerk didnt even recognise me.
cheebye.
and so he texted,
"hey you look different"
lame excuses.
but omg.
somehow those old feelings kinda came back.
oh no oh no oh no.

Saturday, December 27, 2008 | Saturday, December 27, 2008
sugar rush.

ive been eating chocolates every single day.
im having a case of chocolate overdose.
my throat is super dry.
and i woke up with a headache.
yeah great.
there's more chocolates in the fridge and i feel like having some now before somebody else finish it for me.

Friday, December 26, 2008 | Friday, December 26, 2008
christmas.

christmas eve was spent with zozi.
it was a last minute kinda thing.
we made plans at 4 and i havent even bathe yet.
so off to town on christmas eve.
bad idea.
it was packed like sardines in a can.
goodness and it was raining.
thank god i bought an umbrella eventhough it was pink with flowers.
plan was to catch the movie, YES MAN.
first to shaw.
the tickets were sold out.
then to cineleisure.
sold out too.
plaza singapura.
the same thing.
dangg.
so we cracked our brains.
which cinema would be empty.
of course, it would be somewhere in the heartlands.
so off to bishan we go.
but alas,
we got the 9.35 show, 4th row.
and it was 8.30.
with one hour to kill we ate some fries at macdonalds while playing taitee.
admit it!
im good at that.
bought vanila milkshake from mos burgers and off to watch the movie.
this is what i think about the movie,
it aint that funny.
its more towards lame.
trying too hard to make people laugh.
overall its not worth my 10bucks!
movie ended at 11.45.
headed home.
reached home at 12.10.
thats fast.
so my reason for coming home late:
"oh i waited for the fucking bus for 1hr plus".
oh well that worked thank god.
the joke of the day was that,
2 modelling agencies approached us.
like what the fuck.
ended up giving them fake names and numbers and age.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008 | Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Twilight.

So many people told me the twilight movie is nice.
Nice my ass uhh.
It totally sucks.
Super duper HORRIBLE adaption.
The book should just stay as a book.
Robert pattinson hot?
Like eww.
Edward is supposed to be a gazillion times hotter according to the book.
Even Carlisle is hotter in the movie.
Bella is just a boring character.
The movie make me sleep.
And the scenes are like all over the place.
No wonder the director got fired!.
Looking forward to New Moon though where there are more Jacob than Edward.
Hope the new director reads the book thoroughly.
Shhessh.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008 | Tuesday, December 23, 2008
HIATUS.

nothing much is happening nowadays.
people, if you sms me and i dont reply dont feel bad.
its just that my handphone have been off for quite sometime.
because i want to enjoy my holidays with minimal interuption.
staying at home is so great.
the cooling weather have been helpful.
waking up when the sun is already on our heads,
watching tv all day,
eating chocolates and chips non-stop.
zero money spent.
GREATNESS.
but somehow i think i need to get out.
i didnt get any sunlight for quite sometime already. HAH!
bestie are you back from hong kong yet??
lets get some frappucino.

good news, im over him.
yeah.
out of sight out of mind.

Saturday, December 13, 2008 | Saturday, December 13, 2008
feverish gibberish.

im eyeing on my sis book, ECLIPES.
danggg! bacer cepat sikit uhh!
on this warm saturday i slacked at home.
doing random useless stuff such as changing my blogskin, bugging ibu for money,
which she eventually gave.
see, its the art of persuassion.
went online at 3.
like who the heck goes online at that time on a saturday.
but he was online.
have a quick chat.
yadayadayada.
watch korean dramas which ive been neglecting.
and watch Arsenal's match.
okay...im not impressed at all.
they suck tonight for sure.
1-1.
how nazozi how?
go support liverpool sudah.
ahahah.

Friday, December 12, 2008 | Friday, December 12, 2008
why-o-why?♥


Just yesterday i made a promise to myself.
Dont think of him anymore.
Slap me if i mention his name.
But look what happened.
So, today met up with minah siti.
She wanted to buy a vest.
Bugis, buy, off to marina square.
Yes people.AGAIN!
It a weekly affair.
Well yeah, we waited for Ariff.
Ate cup noodles to satisfy yesterday's craving.
Chilled at starbucks.
At 7, off to Cineleisure for Ariff friend's performance.
And holy shit, who did i see.
Mr nazozi.
Goodness gracious me.
Everytime i want to avoid him,
He appeared.
Ya allah annoying nyer.
Speaking of the devil,
Look who just nugde-ed.
Yes him.



Thursday, December 11, 2008 | Thursday, December 11, 2008
refreshed, recharged, reborned.


6 DEC

it was day out with bestie.
wanted to go to nazozi's gig at the substation.
goodness we got lost!
its been ages since i last went there.
zaman budak-budak.
zaman gig.
the zozi's were great as usual.
blind meets mute was great as well.
but whats up with stellarium.
noisy nak mampos.
i can also do that.
suddenly i have the urge to be in a band.
HAH!
i dun even play any instrument cuz im a noob.
singer perhaps.
ahahah!
so then after the zozi's performance.
wanie was hungry.
in search for food, we went to mcdonalds
mcspicy!mcspicy!
tak spicy pon.
take away, ate at esplanade.
goodness its been ages since i step my foot there.
dropped by old workplace.
yeah and the boss was still obsessed with my teeth.
the first thing when he saw me was,
" show me your teeth"
ahahaha.
people who heard that may think i have the most wonderful set of teeth in the world.
buat malu jerr.
home-ed.
chat in the bus.
so much stuff to talk about.
7 DEC

batam-ed
cranky.
CUZ CUZ i only had 2 hours of sleep.
all thanks to economics.
i was up all night copying notes so i could study in batam.
sheesh.
plus plus hunger strikes me.
breakfast-ed at mcdonalds.
mcmuffin yummy.
got my coffee fix at starbucks,
and i was feeling A-okay!
Train rides are for sleeping.
Recharged after food.
Fadly is still sleepy.
Reached batam at 1+
had lunch at this nice place.
its like a traditional hut thingy.
and even though the food looks normal
it was yummylicious!
Sillihoutes.Bad lighting.
I love this! Ate up every bit of it.
Fish. sedap gilerrr!
One word: delicious!
after lunch,
back to the house
attempted to study econs,
but alas,
i feel asleep on the comfy couch.


8 DEC
Hari raya haji.
Woke up pretty late.
dad was angry cuz we needed to go to granny's house.

Cow waiting to be slaughtered.

Aunt,Sis, Granny,me,sis.
Aneesa, ganas girl! little cousins.

Little ones took this.


My favourite, Hakim!
went home.
eat somemore.
goodness i had 6 plates of rice in one day.
oh well, u dun get those kind of food in singapore.
my maid cook shitty food,
so better stuffed myself.
i only get to enjoy this at most twice a year.
9 DEC
Economics=shitty.
Maths=shitty-er.

10 DEC
Financial Decision Sarang haeyo, Je'taime,Aishiteru.
Easy peasy.
Finished it in half an hour.
Ohkayyy.
I dont know whether i did it correctly or not.
But heck!
Its over.
yes its over!
Yessa.
home-ed.
straight away landed on the bed.
heaven!
slept for a long long long time.


11 DEC
woke up feeling brand new.
wootss.
tired-ness all gone.
slacking at home the whole day
reading books make me feel peaceful.
my anger are all gone.
horray for that!













Saturday, December 06, 2008 | Saturday, December 06, 2008
weekly updates. heh.




the lazy me decided to do weekly updates instead of daily.
isnt it much easier.
tak payah nak log in to ever slow loading blogger everyday.
so this is how my week goes.

MONDAY
it was my sis birthday.
happy super duper woper 16th birthday sis.
sorry im too broke to get you a gift.
wait till i have some money.
i'll get you an expensive gift aite.

TUESDAY
finally finished reading NEW MOON by Stephanie Meyer.
LOVED it better than twilight.
so ive alrd read 2 books out of 4 from the twilight series.
2 more to go.
somebody please buy me ESCLIPE and BREAKING DAWN pretty please.
i want i want!!


WEDNESDAY
got a call in the morning.
confirmed going to Wuhan,China.
6 weeks baybehhh!!
gereksss.

had french lesson.
Mr Jordan Antonio Rodriguez is quite cute i guess.
the first thing we learnt,
" Je m'apelle Masita.
Tu t'applle comment?"
hahah.
my tongue is in a knot.

after school off to McS to study fucking DOE.
ee benci.
bit my tongue while eating fries.
bagus.


THURSDAY
DOE test.
blearghh.
toothache.
double blearghh.
and im still drinking bubble tea and eating chocolate chips.
i brushed my teeth for 20 minutes.
its feels like all my teeth are going to drop off.
rinse with listerine.
rinse with salt water.
brush my teeth again.
wahh masih sakit.
danggg.

FRIDAY
went to school for a stupid 1 hr lesson.
then off to Marina Square 2nd Floor Starbucks.
Not 1st floor but 2nd.
That is like our permanent hang out place.
We go there on a weekly basis.
But then,
Some fugly girls who only bought only 1 tall frapp was sitting at our spot.
YES. OUR SPOT!!!.
the spot which was the centre.
the one with super comfy sofa.
the spot with the carpet.
CCCCHHHEEEBYYYEEE.
benci.
had to sit somewhere else.
gahhh!
studied maths.
oh god.
i still hate it.
studied for 5 hrs lah sehh
sampai tak ingat time.
when i look at my watch it was already 8.30.
oh wow.
then me and ja met up with ariff and gang at cinneleisure.
slipper licin, lightning with no thunder, and we screamed when the frog croak.
hilarious shitz.

Monday, December 01, 2008 | Monday, December 01, 2008
ee benci.

major headache attack.
smelly bus, too cold aircon, heaty weather = bad combo.
i was shivering then sweating and shivering again.
like wtf.
there's a test tmr and i only knew about it today.
im going to flunk this semester.
REAL BADLY.
DOE test.
go to hell with that.
sucky lecturer.
hate hate hate her.

Saturday, November 29, 2008 | Saturday, November 29, 2008
at last.

met up with bestie.
LIKE FINALLY.
exchanged extremely belated birthday gifts.
it felt like christmas.
oouh im glad she love my gift.
and i love what she got me.
the topshop undies that i like, bodyshop mango lip butter, a necklace and she said there's more at home.
talk talk talk.
dinner at puncak.
argued a little.
i've changed.
hah.
i guess so.

Friday, November 28, 2008 | Friday, November 28, 2008
another week.

the weekdays just came and go.
its scary how the days flew by so fast.
im a blink of an eye, the year is ending.
nothing accomplished, nothing gained.
im still the dumb, lazy masita.
it irks me to know what a lazy person i am.
and it totally sucks.
my laziness is totally ruining my life.
look.
oh my god.
i didnt even turned up for a test cause i was too lazy too study.
i never put in any efforts in project works.
i bet my groupmate are totally pissed off with me.
this is how my life is turning out to be.
i can totally forsee my future.
a fat-ass potato couch with no life.
there is really nothing positive happening in my life.
nothing is turning the way i want it to be.
i want to be spared from this boring life.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008 | Tuesday, November 25, 2008
eeee. geram siol.

ANNOYED.

Saturday, November 22, 2008 | Saturday, November 22, 2008
hurrhurr.

just call me when you need me.
and then just dump me.
its okay.
im so used to it that im immune to it.
why oh why people upset me all the time.?
im too tired to be upset.
its seriously alright.
just do whatever you want to.
i dont freaking care.


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